12/23/2014

TKAM 12/15/14

To Kill A Mockingbird was okay. I did like it, despite the fatc that it's definately not something I would normally read, and that we read it for school.
I don't like being forced to read things, so when it does happen it sort of puts a damper on the entire thing and makes me reluctant to really like it.

I liked TKAM for the same reason I like the other books I've been reading. The characters are not flat. With the exception of Arthur Radley, you can easily imagine all of the characters as people. The children, while they're children, are imaginative and rambunctious, just like children have a tendancy to be. The adults in the novel are also realistic. There are different types of them. There's the nice lady neighbor who's sort of like an aunt who enjoys the children's company and is someone they can turn too. There are several people who are disliked by the children, (mainly Scout, on account of her first teacher,) but despite this they do not get twisted into worse than they are, or become depicted as monsters. They all stay realistic.

Earlier I said 'With the exception of Arthur Radley, you can easily imagine all of the characters as people.'. I made him out as an exception because even when he does come out in the open, he never feels quite real the way lesser characters, like Mrs. Dubose, do. He's always just sort of there. In the first part of the book he was always just a glamorized story enhanced by the creativity of a six year old and her two friends, so that dehumanizes him, in a sense, to the reader. By the time we do see him as a person it's such a quick moment that it doesn't have enough impact on that past impression part one left us with to really push it aside. What's even worse is that he then leaves, and like two or three pages later, the book ends!

But perhaps that was Harper Lee's intention. Perhaps most people did get a feel that he could really exist, or that he was a solid character the same way Atticus and Miss Maudie were. To me he just doesn't seem like a person in the book the way other side characters do. It's simply too rushed.



12/16/2014

TKAM Found Poetry Maycom Comunity

Maycom was an old town
People moved slowly

The Cunninghams never took anything the can't pay back
They don't have much
The crash hit them hardest

We had company
I was spared the humiliation of facing them again
It was an honest mistake on her part
"Thank you darlings"
It was our habit

Summer was our best season
"Make us up one, Jem,"
Jem was silent

She loved everything that grew on god's earth, even the weeds
She made the best cakes in the neighborhood
Miss Maudie and I would sit silently on her porch, watching the sky go from yellow to pink as the sun went down
The best defense to her was spirited offense
Jem and I had considerable faith in Miss Maudie
She was our friend.

There was a lady in the moon in Maycom. She sat at a dresser combing her hair.
Matches were dangerous, but cards were fatal
he ran back out and kissed me swiftly

Someone had filled our knot-hole with cement
Deep in thought
I kept my distance
He stood there until nightfall, and I waited for him

Autumn turned to winter that year
"The world''s endin'-"
"No it's not," he said. "It's snowing."
"Baby get up."
We saw fire spewing from Miss Maudie's dinning room windows.
"It's gone aint it?'
"Who'se blanket is that?"

"You aren't thin-hided, it just makes you sick, doesn't it?"

The hell white people give colored folks, without even stopping to think that they're people too.
it'll take a few years for that to sink in
you all right now?

Don't fret Jem, things are never as bad as they seem.

He wasn't guilty in the first place and they said he was
doesn't make it right
The older you grow the more of it you'll see
I think I'm beginning to understand why Boo Radley's stayed shut up in the house all this time... it's because he wants to stay inside.



Passion Project: A Declaration of Declinations, as well As An Attempt At Prompts.

So, as the title of this post may suggest, I got some feedback about the other three stories I sent to Cicada.
They all got declined, saying they "weren't quite right for us".
Thanks, but some actual feedback would be nice....

I also sent one story to a magazine called Canvas Literary Journal. They declined that one as well, which is more upsetting because that one, in my opinion, is my best. However they said that they had a lot to choose from and it was a difficult decision, so that's somewhat of a plus.


I have not found any other magazines yet, but I think I will submit the short story from CLJ to Cicada, just to see what they think of it. I'm sort of just at square one now. 
Maybe one day when I'm older I'll just publish a short story/poem collection of the stuff that didn't get accepted, like Jane Austin's "Minor Works". (Though that was published after she died, but that isn't the point.)

I have also tried to do this thing I found on the internet, which was a daily prompt thing for December. I thought I would be able to keep up with it and pull it off beter than the NANOWRIMO, since it's just short stories or poetry, but I was wrong. It seems to me that when I write something that's actually good it comes sort of like that neighbor kid's baseball through your kitchen window and you can't get the window fixed until you finish the story. 
It also happens in the middle of the night and you can't not write it down because if you don't you'll loose it; but also it's late and there's school tomorrow. An understandable reason for me to have a small flashlight under my mattress. (It isn't quite under per say, but it's between the mattress and the bedframe. Otherwise close enough.)
One example would be my Poem "How To Kill A Mockingbird" written when we did the thing with "I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings", and inspired by the fact that I kept miss-reading the title of TKAM. Basically it's about killing a mockingbird by taking away it's freedoms, and thus it's spirit, where the mockingbird symbolic of humans.

So I've learned a few things. Publishers and editors are just wrong sometimes, proper inspiration only comes to me when I'm half asleep and it's the middle of the night, and if I force an idea it just really does not work. 
My Creativity and My Insomnia in the Depths of the Night

12/10/2014

*Passion Project Update* A Thing Happened.

So every day I check the progress of my stories to see if anything's different. This morning I noticed that one of them was missing, so I checked the accepted tab.



But there wasn't anything.







I'm really not all that upset about it, it certaintly is't my best written story, but I am hoping that Melodies Box Of Memories get accepted because I really like that one.

They sent me an e-mail too.
They said it wasn't quite right for them, which is extremely vague. I have a feeling it might be because I put a possibly gay couple in it. I think I'll enter a bunch of stories with like-couples and see if those get declined as well. 

12/05/2014

"To Kill A Mockingbird" Character Relationships 12-4-14



Character pairs:

1- Dill and Francis


Format:

c. Relationship to Scout

d. Effect on Scout.


Dill and Francis are both characters that have had an effect on Scout. They are both the same age and they are both male, however they interact very differently with our little spitfire.


Dill is sort of Scouts alter ego. They have similare interests, like reading and acting, but they go about things differently. Dill seems a lot calmer than Scout. He doesn't argue as much as she does, and though it is not from his point of view, we haven't see him fight anyone like the several accounts we have of Scout. However when it comes to ambitions and risky ideas Dill is the one to get into the fryingpan. She's more cautious when it comes to things that will get them into trouble, like in thier second summer with Dill when she spent a good deal of her time with Miss. Maudie. Dill also preferrs to make up his own stories, while Scout enjoys reading them more. Dill sort of sparks her imagination and soothes her bordom. They're naturally happy to be around one another.


Francis however seems to be more Scouts foil than anything else. The first thing about scout aside from her fire-like nature, is how loyal and protective she is of her family, Atticus, Calpurnia, and Jem. (Miss Maudie and Dill can be in this list as well however she has not quite outawardly defended either of them to my recollection.) Francis didn't seems like that to me. He insulted Atticus, who is his family, which is something scout would never do to the degree he did. He also runs away from fights. Scout is a rather headstrong person, so no matter who starts the fight, she's likely to be the one who finishes it if it doesn't get broken up by an adult. From the get go Scout told us she never liked Francis, and the happenings at The Landing gives the reader a reason to do the same, other than her mere word for it.